You Make Me Strong..Allah..

Assalamualaikum wbt.

We meet again. I’m just wanted to share something but I don’t know how to say it. But just listen. Xde yg lebih menenangkan hati melainkan kembali kpd yg Maha Esa. Do you know how someone love can make all the thing seem to be good, to be perfect, to be happy and etc? If one day, we have someone we love, how you react in that situation?  Jika kita mencintai seseorang, maka hanya si dia yang kita akn ingat. Di situlah bermula ujian demi ujian yg menimpa. Nak tgok kita ni hamba yg kuat ke x. jelas sekali, kita ni xkuat sgt pun, yang kuat hanya apabila kita melabuhkan cinta kpd Dia Yang Maha Esa. Begitu jugalah situasi kita ketika ini. walaupun kita ingat pasangan kita, belum tentu dia ingatkan kita. Tapi klo kita ingatkan Dia, pasti Dia ingat ke kita balik.

Banyak persoalan yg sedang bermain difikiran. Tapi xada satu pun yg dapat di luah. Apa kita ini masih diperlukan ataupun tidak? Kita ini masih diingati ataupun tidak? Kita ini masih di sayangi ataupun tidak? Kita ini masih wujudkah dlm hidup dia? Kita ini………. apa ya ?? Xada yg dpt menjawab persoalan itu. Makanya kita mula pikir yg bukan2. Untuk membawa diri yg sedang berkelana ini. Masih mencari jawapan kpd persoalan2 td. Tp, malangnya tiada berjawab juga. Soalan kita dibiarkan berlalu umpama debu pantai yg tiada berguna. Umpama hembusan yang berlalu. Tiada perasaan, malah mempermainkan perasaan. Jadi kita yg dimana ya?

Dalam kita bersedih menunggu jawapan, dtg seseorg yg cuba untuk menguatkan kita dgn kata2 yg sepatutnya kita dgr dari yg kita tggu. “Saya suka awak”.  “Saya nak awak tahu yg sy ikhlas sukakan awk”. “ Saya nak kenal dgn awak lebih dekat boley?”

Ahhh..bosan!!!..dah knl sgt dgn ayat cenggini. Apa itu je ayat yg ada? Serius di mana kita sebenarnya? Apa yg kita nak sebenarnya dlm hidup ini? hidup nk dgr ayat gitu2 je? Mmg tak laaahh kan? So, where should I put this heart? Someone being crazy, someone being playboy, someone being too much jealous, someone being rude, someone being schema, someone being bla..bla..bla.. .

Yes, of course they said “nobody perfect”. But, please care about someone else too. They also have a heart to take care of. When we accept someone from A to Z, so please appreciate it. They also have a mission in their live to be happy, to be love, to be to..hehe.. ingat xde kje lain ke nk pikir?

“My hands, your hands, Tied up like two ships, Drifting, weightless, Waves try to break it, I'd do anything to save it, Why is it so hard to say it. My heart, your heart, Sit tight like book ends, Pages between us, Written with no end, So many words we're not saying, Don't want to wait till it’s gone, you make me strong.

I'm sorry if I say I need ya, But I don't care I'm not scared of love, Coz when I'm not with you I'm weaker, Is that so wrong, is it so wrong, That you make me strong.

Think of how much loves that's been wasted, People always trying to escape it, Move on to stop their heart breaking, But there's nothing I'm running from, You make me strong.

So baby hold on to my heart, Need you to keep me from falling apart, i'll always hold on Coz you make me strong.”

Back there, I’m really wanted to say it like that. But, now…there is nothing. No more word to say. I’m just being quiet and gone for sure.  I missing somewhere on earth bukan utk meninggalkan terus kisah kita, but I’m just follow your rule. I’m try to block your FB b’coz I think this is a good for us. Buat hal masing2 tp masih care each other. But, when I do this, someone just make me really “explode” when they just thing I’m not here anymore. I know someone have a mission in their life, but don’t make us think that you just toying with us. Klo xsuka jgn nk try and error plk. Pilih psgn pun nk try and error, lastly make other side crying. How dare. We try to understand each other, but Allah always right. Allah made a decision to follow His rule, so, we just can’t make it till the end. 

Now I understand that he never know how to make it on your own. But, you'll never showed weakness of letting go. Klo nak twu apa ayat seterusnya, just ask Zayn Malik. He knows. Hehehe.. why Zayn Malik? Dah i suka dy, suka hati la..heeeee..

Sebenarnya sje nk practice English language. But, I meant it!!!. Just one thing I wanted to said, “Please don’t ever come in my life again”. I’m just wanted to be happy where I am now. I can’t do this anymore. This is the end of our story. Sorry, our story just ended a long time ago. Do you remember?? Now I’m just paid back that we promise before. Now I’m really hate you. So, don’t make me hate too much. Ok..that all.. Jaaana..Assalamualaikum..